Fuck crapitalism: magic works better.
As I “Queer Up” ( transition is too clinical a word for me), I am revisiting the choices in my life.
Like the time I chose to go to college, then join the Army, because thats how I was told I’d make myself competitive in the booming job market of the 1990 and early 2000s
And how when I left the Army, i lived in a pickup truck for 6 months because the only work i could find was delivering the newspaper
Fuck Crapitalism.
There is no “doing it right.”
There is only “doing it you.”
The most money I ever made in my life was from deciding, one day, to sit and start writing a blog about law. Within 3 years of daily writing, It was making 5 figures a month. (I killed it in 2021 after January 6 changed my relationship with the veterans community).
The most joy i have given and received has been because one day, in a moment of sheer desperation, i decided to carry my camera with me every day to “follow the color.”
The path to who i truly am opened because one day over a decade ago, someone i loved said “Im a trans man”, and my response was not “youre wrong” but “cool, whats that.”
Fuck crapitalism.
Fuck “doing it right.”
Be curious, always; Never judge.
Every day, do what brings you joy.
Want something, and let yourself have it.
Here are some recent photos that mean something to me.
click any image to see them in a gallery view

